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No more smiles

There's no more laughing

No more carefree spirits

Soaring through the sky

They've all fallen,

Plummeted to the ground

Never to fly again

Their wings have fallen off

Snapped right off their backs

And shattered like glass

Like broken souls

Among the rocks of the earth

None of them will fly again

Those little glass wings

From an angel figurine

Falling from above

Smashing to the floor

Breaking like the dreams

Of children

When the innocence is lost

When true nature is revealed

There are no more smiles

No more laughing

No more carefree spirits

Soaring through the sky

Sometimes I just need to cry

I need to be held

While I let the tears roll over the edge

And fall to the ground

But I can't bring myself to cry

Not around anyone

' Cause "crying is weakness"

It's worthlessness

And helplessness

And vulnerability

All rolled into one

And sometimes,

I just want

To cry

And be held

While the tears roll over the edge

And fall to the ground

But I can't.

I just can't.

Teen Angst for the bazillionth time. Maybe I should just change the blog title.

I don't know what it is anymore

I don't know if I'm depressed or insane

Or just plain stupid.

I don't know what I am anymore

Some sort of feelingless monster

Cause the things that used to make me better,

They don't work so well anymore

And the people that used to make me better,

They're just like everyone else

So I sit here, empty of emotions

Pretending to be okay.

I'm a much better actress

Than they ever thought I would be.